Ah Kwong & Friends

Few weeks back, enegue.net was “hacked” by some mysterious guy. Today, it’s blog.ahkwong.com’s turn!

Okay, this blog has got enough emo post jor. Seriously it gotta stop going on like this. Now it’s up to me to save this blog. Who am i? It’s HungWei here! Surprise surprise! Anyway, for your information, this might be the only time where u can see me blog in english. So Eugene, there u go, dun complain or keep on asking me to blog in english d har.

Talking about AhKwong, knew this guy for less than a month. To be exact, 4 more days and it gonna be a month. Somehow i feel like i’ve known this guy for ages, since recently i’ve been hanging out with him almost everyday. Yum char here, yum char there, yum char everywhere! Sri Petaling, Cheras, Bukit Bintang, Serdang, u juz name it.

Okay, seriously it’s the first time i’m doing something like this, and i feel kinda odd. Never have i write in such way before. Anyway, two weeks back, went to the LeeHom thing with this guy and the gang. Took a jump shot using this guy’s machine. Now he’s complaining that i take the shot but never post it up. Okay, so now i’m gonna post it here! Photo on demand, LeeHom Jump featuring Anston & HungWei. Phew…

There u go! AhKwong, happier liao? Hahahahaha…

Okay, i’m gonna stop now, before this get even odd. Off i go.

ok, emo again… seems like emo a lot recently, and dun feel like want to emo in english format so here comes:

无聊，刚从外面吹吹风，淋淋雨，但依旧心情还那末差，差到谷底！其实，老天可算待我不错，我蛮好命！遇上她，是我的福气，此终我还没能完全放得开。先向大家说个故事，关于一个像我那样的男人，和一位全心全意为那男人无限付出的女人。27年前，他遇见她，在一个朋友的聚会上，她欣赏他，他也爱她。当时，生活得还不错，男的有车有屋，不嫖不吹不赌，事业有成；女的贤良淑德，条件都不错。反看其他人，一事无成！

一年后，他与她结婚了，没问题。另一年后，婴孩出生了，问题开始来了！男的事业还好，不过他想转行，同时也开始赌了，直到一且都完了，车也卖了。女的默默在付出，由于女的读书不多，每天车衣到天明，同时也要照顾宝宝，这样的生活维持了两年。生活过得很艰苦，女的忍辱偷生，埋头苦干，为的是他爱的男人，为了他们的结晶品，为了这头家！好不容易苦干来的血汗钱，全都拿去帮助男的。

终于，这关挨过去了！也认为好日子快到了，同时，第二个宝宝也跟着出生了！不过，很快的，男的又生意不好，工作不顺利且还继续赌博！还好，女的还能继续的挨下去，直到生病了！但，男的失踪了，也没钱给家用！一气之下，女的待着俩小回娘家，继续生活！在那个时代，虽然嫁得很有脸，但人们如何看待一个女人带小孩回娘家长住的女人？而且，足足过了要半年。男的才回来哄女的回家。其实，女的也对男的有期望，也多给他一次机会，为了小孩，或为了家人。

以为男的会改过自新，好景不长，痛苦的日子回来了！男的又没回家了，也照样钱照赌，家人也不管了。反看，女的还过得去，每天工作到天亮，照顾两个小孩，给家婆欺负且还要样样服侍到体体贴贴！一个女人独自扛起一家之主的重任！终于，这样的生活维持了十多二十年，女的把一切青春及时间都完全付出了。反看，男的也把他的金钱、时间都付出于赌了。直到现在，男的可说一无所有，女的也白费心机！虽然，男的承诺一切，但都一此一此的让女的大失所望！直到心淡。到后来，他们得到的是什么？

我,就是第一个宝宝.他是我父亲,她是我母亲.我时常觉得,我不要像我父,也不要学他!但,我母常说我和他一模一样!反看,真的一样!很多人觉得我没良心,你决对有那样的资格!很多人认为我找借口,对!你可以那样想我!有人认为我自私,我是!有人认为我不公平,那么请问以上故事公平吗?

那样的生活,7年好点,还是25年好点?

Soon, this will become my emo blog more than events blog. Kinda feel weird recently, my taste quite different with others, i feel sour to eat all the foods. Besides, my streamy line was down previous 2 days, and i got no body talk to until now i got my line fixed! I noticed i lost lot of things now, and i still not yet awake.

Dont worry to all my dear friends, i wont commit suicide temporary, although i used to think to do that before. Of course, i no longer to become myin bf or someone bf as well, i’m sorry to do that… forgive me please. Thus, i need a break to release myself as i really dun have any good way to let it go, and i apologize to PE & Eugene to make them very scare last 2 night! I promise i no kacau after drink k?

Some of my friends advice i not to drink so much of beer, but sorry to tell that this is the “ONLY” way i can de-stress, seriously i not sure this 100% can run, but at least it let me shout out rite? I’m worry i will tell some others story as well, maybe this scare some of my friends away. I got not much of friends who i 100% trusted and he/she can understand very well to me. It was painful to have such a good friends. Share a bit, this kind of friends not more than 5 people, and i’m the one who got the problems communicate with people too…

Kinda feel i lost someone who accompany, who care on me… kinda moody recently although i saw some of my friends very happy after kick their gf away. Feel dam bad when saw couple of people dinner or walking around. What i do this few day is stay at my room alone, yum cha with friends a while. I spent most of my time to beer, alone mostly… i feel bit of lonely, i feel like long time didnt talk to people…

I know everybody is busy, i’m the one who should be busy too… i know what i should do now, but how about i’m not able to make it? Perhaps time can bring away my everything that not happy…

I hate to read those blog who post with music n lyrics, but i become one of them now and i understand why… and my heart very pain now…