Ah Kwong & Friends

Actually fetching you here and there not big issue for me, but now become an big issue for me, core on the way to ’serve’ or “fuk si” in Cantonese. Yes, I’m tired. I’m willing to help if you dont have any transport to go home, or not able to own a transport. It just simple & small cases, like i fetch my gf work, my bro to school every morning. Not to say i hate to fetch my gf and bro here to there, i happy to do that as i’m helping them and taking care of them. But, i hate to serve people by fetching here and there just like a taxi driver, although we friend. I feel nothing appreciates feedback at all, means like i suppose to do that, and i refuse to do so.

I love driving, i like to drive my car go anywhere, without purpose. I dont like to fetch people home or somewhere purposely which didnt passby my place, like what i have done since i got my driving license and i hate to serve them well like volume down my speakers, no smoking in the car. I got my style and this might make inconvenience to you, sorry to telling that. I dont want my car become taxi and to serve you nicely. I’m human, i will have good mood and bad mood, and really i facing difficulty which very hard explain to you. I did try explained to you, seems not working.

I have ask my friends to fetch me sometimes, but will treat them well perhaps a meal? I felt uncomfortable to ask people fetching me as i know he might busy, or i just annoy him. Not to force people fetch me purposely, it is best if got passby, not frequently. I know how hard to maintain a car, RM5-10 doesn’t make sense and the most important part is time consumptions. It is so hard to maintain a car nowadays, not to blame you cause my cars problem & failure, i just want to cut down my expenses as everyone know i facing financial problem right now. That’s why i seldom ask people fetch me around too cause my friend not rice yet, or i will treat them big meal as ‘pay back’ although i know that’s not enough.

I not happy with fetching same people around, which he got his own car, i start messing up to waste time wait you come down slowly. Basically i’m not those kind of people with patience, i hate to wait people especially when someone with me or chasing time. I wonder that you still want to train back your driving skill, make it home or travel around yourself? I know you not happy to hear this, but please be independence, i really tired. I hate you complain to me about you’re very tired, or telling me walk very far already. I’m happy that your sharing, but please i’m not the one who make u tired and walk so far ok? Too much for me already, is just to spoil my mood especially on weekend k? Please complain to the right person and I felt pressure. I think this is not my responsible to entertain you, and i got my own difficult too. Perhaps can share among with your parents? I think they will take good care on you.

I feel lame, i dont want continue like this, i hate if this still happen again without improvement. I have no choice, i have to fetch you because no others people want to fetch already. Pity me like it become my responsibility, i want this end up soon, i hate it already just like how you hate your boss. I’m sure you know my feeling, please take action! Hope you can understand my situation as it last for so many years already. Still remember you told that fetch me around when you have your own car and driving license? Nobody is pro driver since he born.

I hope you willing to accept my suggestion & complain, thank you!

P/S: I’m writing this post to fuck him up, i want to share my feel as extremely bad mood due to this issue recently. I want to solve it, but decision ball on his side. I just want to let him know how i feel, and friendly speaking, i no longer to fetch him so frequent.