Ah Kwong & Friends

Soon, this will become my emo blog more than events blog. Kinda feel weird recently, my taste quite different with others, i feel sour to eat all the foods. Besides, my streamy line was down previous 2 days, and i got no body talk to until now i got my line fixed! I noticed i lost lot of things now, and i still not yet awake.

Dont worry to all my dear friends, i wont commit suicide temporary, although i used to think to do that before. Of course, i no longer to become myin bf or someone bf as well, i’m sorry to do that… forgive me please. Thus, i need a break to release myself as i really dun have any good way to let it go, and i apologize to PE & Eugene to make them very scare last 2 night! I promise i no kacau after drink k?

Some of my friends advice i not to drink so much of beer, but sorry to tell that this is the “ONLY” way i can de-stress, seriously i not sure this 100% can run, but at least it let me shout out rite? I’m worry i will tell some others story as well, maybe this scare some of my friends away. I got not much of friends who i 100% trusted and he/she can understand very well to me. It was painful to have such a good friends. Share a bit, this kind of friends not more than 5 people, and i’m the one who got the problems communicate with people too…

Kinda feel i lost someone who accompany, who care on me… kinda moody recently although i saw some of my friends very happy after kick their gf away. Feel dam bad when saw couple of people dinner or walking around. What i do this few day is stay at my room alone, yum cha with friends a while. I spent most of my time to beer, alone mostly… i feel bit of lonely, i feel like long time didnt talk to people…

I know everybody is busy, i’m the one who should be busy too… i know what i should do now, but how about i’m not able to make it? Perhaps time can bring away my everything that not happy…

I hate to read those blog who post with music n lyrics, but i become one of them now and i understand why… and my heart very pain now…