Ah Kwong & Friends

I scare u cant see my comment at previous 2 post, so big post here:

Is tht so important that i need to let ur know my financial management.
Is tht mean if i didn’t tell you means i cheat u, wtf is tht….? I spending my cofin money also need to tell u, Is tht what u mean? hei…!!!! I know u are angry bcoz tht i can’t borrow u the money. U did the same thing to me…. u said u no money no money finally come out something tht is hard to imagine. Is tht count as cheating as well. i am also on bad situation nowadays.

Tht day saturday i phone to u early for asking lunch u said u duwan, ok thts fine maybe u got job to do i dun bother u. After tht i go to standard chartard bank for queiening for almost 20 minitues.I walk from pudu jail to majilis jameks somemore. And then u call me out for lunch. It is very hungry and hot at that moment i am sorry i get bad emo at tht time because i was act rude but ur place really got nothing to eat unless at petaling streets. I also walking man i have to walk from majlisjamek to petaling streets because of u. is tht walking so suffering and tuff for u since tht every place is jaming as well as saturday afternoon. I really tot what i say tht day is normal to u coz u also saying things very rude to me as well it is so normal to me becoz tht is our style to talk or u have been changing……becoz u r a half teacher nowadays…

U know my driving is sucks and i really scare to drive at night and i easy get miss direction and I have involve in few many accidents already. If u found that u duwan to fetch me thts fine. Lrt, bus and taxies is okie for me and dun fetch people as u always complain this and tht.

Nowadays ppl are like tht, always thinking the bad thing tht happen to him but dun think of the good thing happen to him. Doing ten good things but one things wrong equal to zero.
Ppl always thinking the bad one!!!!! i pui pui pui, better dun do it good to other ppl but do it once u get happy ” advise to all ppl “.

My replies:
“if u think ur way still da rite way, just go on… if u think i just angry on ur simple n lousy financial management, go ahead then. If u dun wan tell, dun simply make a fucking amount! u can just say:”i dun wan to let u know due to private & confidential”. Dun tell me u gv 1k to mom, 600 to cars, blow tis n tat!!! I so mad on ur attitude nowaday, include ur “work handle style”, everytime oso trouble here n there, shit everywhere. Such as Yap case & Min Yii case.

I dun care u borrow RM50~100 to me or not, but wat we thinking was totally different. Am i angry just becoz of RM100? U hv to know, is “borrow” or “take”? RM100~50 cant help me much, even u oso dun hv much to borrow me. Pity u becoz u still thinking on RM100, aiii…. So, go on… cont spend ur fucking $$$ nicely!

When u fucking suffer to walk to petaling street, dun simply scold me @ phone. I fucking dulan on such attitude long time ago, think about how if i simply scold u at phone? Last time i oso suffer go sri petaling yum cha, walk doesn’t need any $$$, but petrol cost me a lot. & do u think i will hv my lunch @ my working place? if yes, i think u not know me well…

I still remember when da time i hv waja, u always tumpang my car wvout support much. I no care coz i can cover it, after waja sold i take bike. Then u hv ur alpha romeo, so u fetch me back. BUT, everytime i wan to ask u fetch, u got many reason 1. Until everytime i drive ur car later, u say petrol expensive. Most of da time u oso dun wan to use ur car, but take my bike. I really no idea wat’s da fucking formula is it! wat i feel is no matter i hv car or not, i oso hv to fetch u. Wei, tired 1 le~~~ N u think Shell, Esso got discount me petrol?

If u got time… just introspection for ur-self, about ur emotion, fucking face, fucking behavior!!!! ESPECIALLY U ONLI FUCK UP DA PPL U FAMILIAR! TALKING LOUD, or SCOLD IN PHONE, If u think it’s OK, good enough, go on ur style. I cant stop u, i beh tahan, as we friend for quite long time… most of da time, i really tired…zzzzzz…

I know u suck in driving, then wat for u buy a car? is tat u face so many accident as u said? wat i know is onli 1, who didnt bang or accident since start drive? I lost my waja b4, means i will never drive any car in future? somemore i not onli asking u drive @ nite. U like to depends on ppl, no matter go for anywhere, u oso wan ppl fetch u. Love u & take care like wat ur parent did!

Sometimes fetch u not a big problem, if i got passby ur place. BUT U cant ask me purposely send u home rite? u hv to know i stay ampang, u stay at sri petaling, wat for i go so far n take a big round to go home? U said LRT, taxi, bus is ok for u, then how come everytime u oso ask me fetch u home? TAKE FUCKING LRT @ 2AM LA! TAXI @ 1AM LA!!! TIU! Else, pls dun come out! I’m not lan si on i got car, dun wan to fetch ppl. But think about u always mafan me, u OK 1 ah? I borrow ur cars over 10 time i oso sien liao, better take my own motor!

Sometimes u tumpang ppl cars, u oso hv to be smart lo. I’m not rich ppl, cannot serve u god dam good. Most of da time oso didnt support me some petrol $$$, wan me speak out everytime meh? U NOT SIEN I OSO SIEN LA!!! then better dun fetch u lo, u no need dulan support me petrol $$$, i oso no need dulan spend $$$ & time to send u home. God dam far le!!!

–>”Nowadays ppl are like tht, always thinking the bad thing tht happen to him but dun think of the good thing happen to him. Doing ten good things but one things wrong equal to zero.”

YES! ppl is think like tat, but hv u do good thing after “YAP CASE”? i dun think u hv… maybe hv to say u do good thing on YAP onli, am i rite? or u hv another description on “GOOD THING”? u always mad on Yap, always put all ur hope there. Do u know u miss out a lot of thing when u crazy on YAP? Family? friendship? business? U go ampang find YAP, then y ask me fetch?? U CANT SETTLE IT BY URSELF? y always wan to mafan ppl? i’m not driver k? if u need driver, go make a recruitment @ jobstreet.com!

So, serve ur-self good, i dun care anymore… zzzzz~~
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dam phone alarm rang me up @ 730am 2day, i went work as usual… Nothing different 2day, but really dun hv working mood, am i need a break? since i change tis job, i seldom to take rest although many holiday… But, i spend all these time on my freelance biz. As my salary not much, 1.4k onli… so i hv to looking freelance to cover my live. I hv make a count i need min 1.6k to cover, as petrol dam lan 7 expensive, makohai!!!

Lucky i hv return most of da $$$ except still leave some… so dunno y i get lazy recently. Although some potential customer contact me tat they interest on freelance website, but all these project not yet pay, means nothing at all… just planning to job change? or cont go for freelance??

Pity me, as i browse around my competiter official site, their price comes cheap, with a lot of sub service, and also they hv make big deal. Look back to me, i got no site, office, staff & etc… I think it’s time to game over lo~~~

I feel tired all da time, i disappointed all da time, i just need a rest…

Ok, another weekend passby, here comes another new week. Review back, i didnt perform any meaningful thing or event last week, just normal working week, no freelance, no trip, no gathering… seems my life quite boring, should be some different on coming week, dun wan to feel like work zombie, always work work money money, pity me!

So plan to hv DOA movie on coming wednesday wv gf, saturday hv a small gathering @ serdang steamboat. I totally no idea serdang where got steamboat, good suggestion any? I was late to work as “usual”, sometimes i feel weird to work @ here… as my job can done well easyly; of course my salary oso very very little. I always confuse am i getting trouble later? how if i cant get freelance job @ tis month?

Actually my interest in web design, but my skill still not pro yet & oso hv to work long when become web designer. My previous job was web designer at Autoguide.cc, but always OT to midnite there… Actually OT still ok to me, but previous boss ask me to code asp too… I can said i dam poor in programing language, any programing… maybe just becoz lack of logical thinking…

At the end of the story, i not sure i do the rite job now, IT Support + “da zap” (da zap means perform all the job include:prepare tea, cleaning, load stock, deliver letter… lol). I cannot descript myself pro la, but at least no need to do such simple stuff gua…

Besides, i quite disappoited to one of my friends. We know each other since secondary school, i totally no idea wat he thinking now. As he just like simply fuck up ppl as he like… da ppl who always been “fuck up” is ME!!! other’s he just keep silent, so am i too good ppl oladi? too nice to fuck up?? tis guy dam like to bully me ah… I dunno how 2 say, but tis guy not like tis last time… he cannot say nice & friendly la, but at least he will fuck up anyone who annoy him or kacau him, but not onli me. I still remember wat he scold me”U dun come i eat cock ah?!”, as tat day(last saturday) i finish work at 1:35pm plus, then ask for lunch @ petaling street. If u from KL u know everywhere traffic jam @ KL area, n dam 7 hot tat afternoon. So i dun wan walk to petaling street & oso dun dare to drive to petaling street. Since he scold me like tis, so i dun wan to join him anymore.

Maybe u think tis is just small small little case, but tis guy has make such a case from very very old time. Such as purposely ask me fetch him go home, me at ampang & he at Sri Petaling. My poor wira car not big cc( onli 1.3), but i need quite amount of $$$ to cover is like RM7~10… dam car! dam ppl! So i beh tahan… everytime oso let me fetch him, i was wondering y he dun wan to drive his own car out? we r adult, 24 yrs old oso dun dare to drive own car out? somemore his car nicer & more expensive than mine 1.

Fetching issue is not big problem to me as he got “petrol allowance” to me… Da thing i super du 9 lan is i quest he cheating me for something for long time ago, especially tis 2 yrs. I dunno y he cheating me becoz of these small problem, somore not my business. BUT, i hate ppl cheat me. Last time he work with high salary + commission, i think got around 3~4k gua. But after changing few company, his current salary around 1.7k++ if he didnt cheat me. I totaly not interested at his salary at all, & oso how he use his salary too. Just make a simple count, if u got 1.7k salary, then u gv mom 1k every month, then u leave 700, then car loan for 600 everymonth, so u got onli 100, can u live with tis rm100 for dota everyweek, petrol allowance me, eat big meal, bouling, buy animation… For me, impossible!

How i know tis? actually is from wat his mom mouth… I dunno how he think of tis later, but no care… coz he cheat me dam 7 long time ago. I hv ask him many many time, but he still gv same answer to me, all of his $$$ go to his family n car, how can he survive with rm100? for me, rm100 maximum onli can stay for 1/2 month… somemore he didnt perform huge side income, always buy tis n tat. Aiyo, we hv friend for so long, tis 1 oso wan to cheat meh? meaningless lo…

Still got many headache problem between us, so i decide to give up. I wont bother wat he do, wat he get, chinese call “ng lan 7 diu 9″… so 88 n good luck lo… BUDDIES

” 你行你的阳光道，我行我的奈河桥，各不相干！”